Before I went to bed last night, my husband said to me, Yang nampak macam nak snow jek...(Yang, looks ike it's going to snow).
I was like, what the...?
Apa merapu laki aku nie. It's spring already.
Snow? It just didn't make sense. Only a few days ago, I had just posted about it being spring. The nice weather, my gardening, the fact that I had just bought plenty of bedding flowers, seeds and plants for my garden. In my head, I was thinking, What? You must be joking...
Without saying another word I just went to sleep.
I woke up in the morning and my husband declared, Yang, snow lebat giller kat luar...(Yang it's snowing heavily out there).
Again, rubbing my eyes while Hisham was still in my arms, I looked at him with an obviously annoyed look on me. What in the world is my husband up to? Seriously, it was just too early in the morning to be putting up with his not-so funny jokes.
He opened the curtains. I was speechless!
I went downstairs and as usual I prepared a packed lunch for my hubby, had breakfast with the kids and updated my FB status when the mail man came. Ameera when to pick up the post and just handed me over one envelope.
I opened it and even before I read the whole thing, I had a good idea what it was. A rejection letter from the place where I went for an interview last week.
I have mixed feelings though. At the back of my mind, I didn't want to go back to work but on the other hand, I was disappointed because I need a job and the money that comes with it. Sigh.
But after all that, I felt relieved because I can still be with my kids at home, doing everything for them myself. Obviously, I wouldn't have to worry about who was going to look after them while I was at work. Who was going to send and pick up Ameera from school. Yes, I felt disappointed but relieved at the same time. Maybe I was just not ready, yet. Well, that's what I tell myself anyway.
After having lunch, I cleaned what ever needed cleaning-up in the kitchen. I went back upstairs to take a shower and give the kids a bath. Husayn said he dind't want to wear nappy. I asked him a few times whether he was sure.
Tell me when you want to wee wee, OK?
And of course, he said YES. I was in the middle of my shower, when suddeenly Ameera shouted...
Mummy! Husayn wee wee on your bed!!!
I jumped out of the shower and there was another Cinderella-esque task to do: Cleaning up the bed.
I gaveHusayn another shower.
Pheww...what a day! I don't know but I just feel so tired today. Husayn's still screaming and crying his head off. Arrgghh....
I just finished everything and put my kids to bed for a nap in front of my laptop. To top it off, I couldn't get access to my blog account which means I won't be able to update my post today.
Maybe it was just another bad day. Here's hoping tomorrow will be better.